hais so many guys talking to you now and i cant do anything. just pains me so much that youre happy talking to them. and when i want to meet you its so obvious that youre irritated. :"( i just miss you so much. so so much. i miss us.

just know that i'll still wait no matter what..
you dont know how much i dont want to lose you. it sucks not to be able to text you. even a 'goodnight, i love you' i really want to give you your space, but it seems you just wanted me gone. :'( i can see that so clearly. when you tell me we were over, you dont know how much that killed me. i just dont want to.. :'( i love you so much sia. :''''(
but i think youve got me replaced :'''''(
goodnight, pwincesh. i love you so much. couldnt resist not saying it somewhere, so i guess here will do.
:'( rindu you. i can see how much you dont want me anymore. but.. hais. i love you so fucking much sia. jgn gini pls. :'(

i love you, pwincesh. so, so much... :'(
if you wanted me to feel how you felt, well you did good job. but it hurts to see that you want me to be this way until.. idk, cause from how i see it, youre not showing signs of coming back. :'( i need you so fucking bad, do you know that.. please la...... :'''(

tak sayang i lagi ker? :'( i rindu you sia. i have to go thru everyday without your "i love you too"s and everytime i hope for that reply from you, but with hope comes dissapointment. but i still tell you how much i love you every single day, cause even if you really dont love me anymore, i'd still be loving you. no matter what. :'(
"In general, men do not cope with emotional problems very well. They often think of asking for help as a weakness that makes them less "manly". Instead of talking about how they feel and working through their emotions, often men will turn to alcohol or drugs to make them feel better. This inevitably makes the situation worse."

hi. i cant sleep. i tried calling you but i guess youre asleep. i really cant go on crying every night. i miss being with you. but nvm, i guess i'll just have to wait.. trust me, i dont want to rush you, but my feelings take over me every time and i end up looking for you. im sorry if that bothers you every time. i really hope you know how much i dont want to lose you. hais.. i love you. so so much. :'(

hais i miss you so fucking much and theres nothing i can do. tak rindu ker? how do you get by alone when all i think about is you? 5 months of everyday with you is not so easy to let go sia. and another 2 fucking months, even though it wasnt like before, atleast i got to see you, but now, you dont even want to see me, and i still try to do shit to get you back, i mean who am i kidding right, you wouldnt even see me, what makes me think that you would even want me back? but i still want to keep that hope, everyday i tell myself that you just need time away from me, you'll come back. but then i stop and think again, hah, you? want to come back? :'( takley sia gini mcm hari2 nangis, hari2 fikir. happy skejap jer, tak guna sia, when im alone, youre all i think about sia. when the fuck do i get your hugs again, your kisses, your love. worries me like fuck, what if one day someone else get the love i used to get? i wouldnt want that sia, please can you fucking come back, and let me make up for the things i did. :'''(

sumpah tak cool sia tiap2 malam nangis.
i miss you so fucking much. :'(


i miss you. and i cant do anything about it. i cant get your hugs. i cant get your kisses. you wont even see me anymore. :'(